hi

hi i'm home. kinda early. i like going home =)

i just realised, as usual like last time, that SOME people read my blog without tagging. ok not some. just one. who just got upper jaw braces. lol.

well er nth much happened today.... tb let me play his _______ game. u dont wanna know. and dammit of all girls why that .....

lol. at least not as bad as joel's outcome.

and sc's PE bag dam cute. lol. i think anyone who sees it will have an urge to carry it and run like Noddy. you know that red colour retarded thing.

tmr there's scouts

bye. shinyan sucks!

a lamentable comedy

well my mum told me smthing sad today.

after she fetched my sis and I to sch, when she was u turning to our house the road there, got this banglah guy was crossing the road, yes, jaywalking. but my mother did not see because it was very dark (*hints*) and my mum hits him. he's in hospital now. i feel kinda sorry for him. but jaywalking is a crime. call me sadistic, but me and my hatred to those ________ (censored so the government wont sue me for being racist) who spill mango juice on my pants and all that crap has been abolished after hearing this. i guess it was kinda sad. my mum's car was damaged and took 11 months to repair. 11 months. almost a year. i wonder wad that guy did to the car when he was banged. anyway, i hope he is well. hope is okay and can return to his family asap. my mum was only driving at 15km/h ._.

anyway my ulcer hurts like shit now.

and sc is resorting to violence.

cant stand it

oh yeah. i'm doing history now. u know i realise smthing. u telling me to remind u to type that thing out then u will do. haha. its so stupid. we both know that u're just too fucking lazy to type it out urself, and say that if i don't remind u, u will 'forget' and won't type it out. and I will have to type it out. well who cares. u think wad i will give u peer evaluation marks meh? my anus la. wad must remind u? i already told u yesterday and today. bloody hell. always pretending to sleep in class and act cool all the time. zzz. sometimes, the people around me, are all fake. just fake. i just wish i was a better island. and then a big fuck u to everyone who treated me like bullshit. i guess i insulted sc too much. withdrawal syndrome. i keep doing everything. not like i'm complaining. i just wanna get things done. i really wanna try smthing nxt time. the nxt group work crap i'm just gonna sit my butt on the chair and do fucking nothing. see how they handle it. fuckers. anyway i realised i had this attitude since young. like in pltc. the so called 'pl' of that event was never the pl, it was always me who planned all the crap to do. that was a fucked up group. everything i need to lead and instruct. not even pltc anymore. i'm sort of a person who does a lot for people. but nobody appreciates. so seriously. fuck, and fuck you. i've had enough about being advantage of. if u'd like to see how fucked up u ppl are, then i'll show u. i'll show u how fucked up it can be when u just sit there and be a follower.

hello

hello again. just now i was thinking about pussyface ang and i thought about poker face. u know the stupid lady gaga song? lol. then it sounded like : can't read my, can't read my, no you can't read my pussyface.

yeah i know tt was random.

today i reached a record of sc's percentage thing.

i'm gonna write a list about lessons which i'm doing other stuff:
chinese
e maths
physics

bye.

LOL.

wtf blogger sucks. i actually typed this post out already, but nothing appeared. knn blogger lao sai liao.

well wad i typed was this.


you have three roads. the first road is a road you always travelled by, but always brings you the wrong way. the second road sometimes brings you to your destination, but sometimes brings you nowhere. the third road is a road which you can't see where it ends, and once you stop walking you can't stop.

you know what. I'll just turn around and walk back to where I came from -.-

eventful bad day

well u might say today was a badly eventful day for me...

got back a maths test.. disappointment. nobody failed but i think i was the lowest... i'm too embarrassed to post my marks though... because of a careless mistake (5-1.5=4.5) i lost 6 marks. worth it? no. and because of another mistake of pi being 360 not 180, another 2 marks. sucks? yea.

den there's english test too... total disappointment. its cause the LENGTH of my test was too short. nice nice i like. on my paper wrote "write longer, elaborate more" come on, i already used all the cheem shit for u.and u gave me so low for my language? z. somemore tt was the only comment and u gave me so low =(

i think my life screwing up.. i rmb wad ya xin predicted abt me with her retarded tarot cards... maybe its coming true. and she says the purpose of the tarot cards is to warn the user to avoid the bad things that were gonna happen. well my prediction for studies was this, that i work very hard, but at one point in my life something bad will happen which will cause my results to turn worse.


i don't want that to happen. and i'm gonna prevent it. so i set my mind. i'm nt gonna use the com on weekdays anymore. ANYMORE. except for now of course. lol.

oh yeah.. today chem test sucks. i lost 10 marks cause of not enough time. bloody hell. make us change two questions then must redo den no extra time kanina. the ZHONGHUA SCIENCE DEPARTMENT _|_ i had half a mind to complain. cause it wasnt fair. its not like i dunno how to do the qns, is no time. and the only retard i know who finished the paper was kelvin liew, and his brain is like a computer

zzz. i hate my studies now. fucking infuriating.

and today sc predicted that i will reach 100%. and i did! omg.

oh yeah. today was eventful. cause during eng lesson, got this moth fly on my pants. den i dunno. then yin wei pointed at my pants and warned me. then i was like wtf. so i try to blow it off. then i even stood up and shook my leg. but the retarded thing still dun wan move away. so i use my dam low marks test to flick it away. that test paper was like tissue paper to me anyway. after tt i thought it was dead. but it was still alive. then used the donation orange thing to put the bug in and yu rong stapled it and i threw it in the dustbin. AHAHAH. its probably suffocating now. actually i think its already dead. no oxidation lol -.-"

i guess thats all for today... i really hate my life. and no i didnt dao u. u just didnt hear me say hi -.-

tears don't fall

Lets go!

With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I calls her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I calls her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

Oh! Yeah!

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time

Lets go

Would she hear me if i called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something to be going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?


Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall [tears don't fall]
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come
Better!

Your tears dont fall they crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home.

ndp

eating the lollipop the npcc gave me lol =D

woke up early in the morning feeling dreadful and nervous. went to bathe sleepily. then sms-ed ian and liangmin in the morning. then went to sch. saw liangmin at the entrance and went in with him. well i'll skip a lot of parts cause pretty much nothing happened.

so ndp parade. yeah. put on the harness. then tested out the flag. it was good. then went to the parade square to form up with a tight knot in my stomach. i was feeling dam nervous. trembling. i was scared of screwing up...... then the parade started. waited for the command that meant i couldn't stop myself already.i had to finish it. so marched out. then turned. then went straight line. did my flag drills considerably well. the principal's msg that time i was sweating like nattapon. then finally, dismissed. marched out, feeling dam contented.

and then bryan gave me a lollipop for my efforts o.O thanks a lot for that lol =D

aftersch played a little soccer. then went to find liangmin's cd with him. then ate. went home. and now i'm here.

oh yeah. i suddenly rmb that 3t1 band guy who spat at jiun hon on the first day of our scouts and guides camp and then he pretended to talk on his phone cause jiun hon ran up to find out who it was. wad a humji kia. dare to spit, dun dare admit. well today during the national day performance he was being an irritating ass hole cause he kept imitating the actor and it wasnt funny at all. i think he think he got gang then can go around acting big but smart ppl can tell he's just a lanjiaobin who has no future.

k. see? who says u can't complain about someone without typing fuck? oh shit i just did =)

wow

yeah its like august. time rly flies.

tmr there's ndp. i'm feeling kinda nervous and clammy again. and that tight knot in my stomach... but otherwise i know i wont faint.

11 hours from now i'll be waking up in gloom and nervousness trying to get a hold on myself not to screw up...

k time to complain abt someone. u can guess who the person is, cause its kinda obvious.

no you're not cute at all. dun act cute. u think u're dam cute. u're not. in fact, u're very annoying. yes i am daoing u cause u are making my ears bleed. aww its ok. don't cry. cause i had enough of u shouting so loud in class and using that voice of urs that blows me fucking off. u know the minute i step into class in the morning and i hear ur voice the rest of my day gets fucked. you're a Brilliant, Innocent, True, Caring, Happy, You Brillant, Innocent, True, Caring, Happy

try and decipher that. its the same as friendly understanding caring and kind lol.

back to complaining. sometimes i just wish i can just run up to ur face while you're pissing ppl off with ur voice, shout a big FUCK YOU and then cut out ur tongue. enough. stop saying lalala or keke cause u're not cute. YOU ARE NOT CUTE. by this point, dun cry, cause, you're just a retard. i'm thinking if i should press publish post... yes i should. and I WILL. cause u deserve it.

and today i got my i/c. lol.

its getting more fucked up

yes. it really is getting more fucked up.

well its that time of the day again. to complain.

u know how much u piss me off? u think u're dam cool with ur fucking attire right? well you're not. no amount of fucked up adjustments will change how fucking ugly and disgusting ur face is. i thought i saw the worst when i saw ur mum, but then after u came out...

and stop calling other ppl fatty. u're the fucking fat ass shit. go look in a mirror first la bullcrap.

and u wasted a lot of my phone bill. seriously. i not as money wasting as u. and stop talking so soft. ppl cant hear u. u think wad, talk dam soft very cool ah? my anus. and stop controlling ppl like they are dogs. i can see dam clearly wtf u're doing. so watch out u lump of shit.