some songs

Mercy - One Republic
Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
seeking a momentary fix

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy I fear

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you
Whoa Whoa Whoa

Before just the daylight
Come and I stand by
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Fly me to nowhere
it's better than somewhere
That's where I've been and nothing's changed

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy for sure

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

Whoa
I feel you
Whoa

I'm so lost in you
A tragedy seemed to be over now
A tragedy it seemed to be

Angel of Mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

whoa
I feel you
Whoa
I feel you
Oh Whoa
I feel you
Oh Oh Oh

All We Are - One Republic
I tried to paint you a picture, the colors were all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you
And all along, you were shaded with patience, your strokes of everything that I need just to make it
And I believe that time can tear you apart,
But it won't break, anything that you are,
You are

We won't say our goodbyes you know it's better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are, is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi

I walked a minute in your shoes, they never would've fit
I figured there's nothing to lose
I need to get some perspective on these words before I write them down
You're an island and my ship has run aground

Time can tear you apart,
But it won't break, anything that we are,
We are

We won't say our goodbyes you know its better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are, is everything that's right
All we need all we need, a lover's alibi

Every single day that I can breathe, you changed my philosophy
I'm never gonna let you pass me by
So don't say your goodbyes you know its better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change

All we are, all we are, is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi

So don't say our goodbyes you know its better
We won't break, we won't die

argh.. life seems harder than before than i tot it ever could. sometimes i just need more LUCK. and i havent done any of my hmk yet. better get started... just slept from 3 to 6 -.- tired like shit.

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i have to chop off my head. cause i didnt get full marks for e maths -.-

hello again

i should do ok for my lit and e maths test.

tmr got phy and chi.

damn. chinese. i really hate that subject. why the hell did they make us memorise ci yu again!?!?!? its not like o lvls have right? zzz. and i cant study it cause i dont have the meaning of the words -.-

then tmr physics. omg. i am ok for my heat capacity and latent heat, but transfer of thermal energy, evaporation all that gg liao.

bye.

lol

founders day. test. sis gone. argh.

hey apple!

lol today was a friggin funny day. esp cause of jiun hon and the hey apple thing. and me zi quan yong sheng jiun hon hong ye and clarence got stuck in the field cause the auntie locked the gate. LOL. then yong sheng hero go climb over the fence. then he ripped his pants xD LOL. super funny shit i was laughing like siao cause his pe pants got one flap can open shut and open shut xD then yong sheng went to find the auntie. but he took too long. so after 10mins of feeling trapped i decided to try to climb over. and i succeeded. then jiun hon dam idiotic cause i took out my shoe to climb right, he go take one of my shoe and throw across and it landed far away from where i was hanging on. so i had to walk on the construction site the metal roof to go take it. damn. then after i successfully made it across clarence went next. then hong ye then jiun hon. then zi quan was halfway climbing when omg, mr ang came. lol. then he faster climb down. and i stupidly told mr ang that we climbed over zzz. sometimes i am not quick witted enough. damn. then after that went to eat lunch went home then going to cousin's house later.

bye.

hello

400th post. a lot has happened recently. wow. now i feel as if im just moving along my life. great.

cny

i love cny.

as usual tradition of annual cny, my family quarrelled. again.

and i got a total of $308 for hong bao money! but i gave $100 to my father. then left $208. cause i feel that he deserves the money more than me.

LOL

er... so well....

karaoked on sat night with my family
then sun night watched movie with my siblings and cousins
then monday(today) afternoon went to eat lunch at my uncle's house

yep. cny is fun. im quite happy/sad that school's starting soon. but oh well. o levels and all.

o levels.. geez.

lols

hooray cny is here! wow i cannot express how happy i am now!

- miss t1ng is not teaching me!!! :D
- accomplished something i wanted to do!!! :D
- finally found something i've always been looking for!!! :D

and tonight got reunion dinner! cant wait!!!

but the bad news is, for campfire programme, i cant think of any program to link to back to basics. i prefer prison break. so if you all are smart enough, pls help me think of some ideas for programs that link to "back to basics" seriously, what a theme, what a theme...

LOL

YES CNY IS COMING WOOHOO

advantages

- MORE MONEY!
- GET TO SEE MY MOTHER'S SIDE RELATIVES!
- MORE PEOPLE WILL SAY I GREW TALLER :D!
- NO SCHOOL!
- GET TO WAKE UP LATE!
- 4 DAYS OF EPIC WIN!

disadvantages

- I HAVE TO VISIT MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES D:- I HAVE TO VISIT MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES D:- I HAVE TO VISIT MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES D:- I HAVE TO VISIT MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES D:- I HAVE TO VISIT MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES D:- I HAVE TO VISIT MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES D:- I HAVE TO VISIT MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES D:- I HAVE TO VISIT MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES D:- I HAVE TO VISIT MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES D:- I HAVE TO VISIT MY FATHER'S SIDE RELATIVES D:

I NEVER LIKED THEM.

1) They are pretentious
2) They still think im primary 4
3) they probably think this year im taking my PSLE
4) they make unnecessary comments about my size. yeah. u telling me that im short and skinny is gonna make me grow fat... just like you fat bitch =)
5) They don't show any care or concern towards my grandmother, and let my father do the care.

but nvm.

LIFE is better now. BECAUSE life has moved on.

i like my life now. if i had a choice, i wish i could relive it again when i die.

but there are also times when i wish i could just die now.

oh well.

like what kelvin liew said

"life just simply sucks"

but dont listen to him he's just monotone and negative =P

it feels great to be out of the pain again! hello world, im a new myself.

lucky day =D

wow. today i found $1 on the floor. it must be my lucky day :D and it really is a lucky day today =)

the elaboration part

ok time to elaborate.

yesterday woke up early, about 6am. went to serangoon mrt. met some scouts and the guides there. then waited for a while for the rest. took mrt to harbourfront. ian had stomachache. he went to shit at vivocity lol, said he'll join the other group coming later. then when the rest of us were waiting for the monorail ian came dashing in and he went with us lol. then we took the monorail to sentosa. $3. wah damn ex. why must pay so much when sentosa is a part of singapore anyway? but nvm. saw a lot of stuff along the way on the monorail. it was kinda fun. alighted at imbiah after that. went to rackey from station 4 to 1 for the amazing race. after that the whole group came. then after that i went with xin hui to facil group 1. lol played whacko. then keep doing the point wrong direction trick and the call the whacko's name trick. its lol. imagine if someone's the whacko and u call that person's name then that person will be look around and finally realise you called his name. lol. after that amazing race. not enough time though. cause of open close and open close getting the end time of the sentosa trip WRONG. epic fail. well at least my group finished 6 stations. but they all sian face. sian. then while walking crapped all the way with xin hui lol. after that at station 6 met the other groups and we went back to the hq together. then we the sec 4 scouts went to fill the water bomb bag from the sea. then kana hit by a few bomb bags by some of them too lol. after that was the fun part. they played tug o war. and the guylines kept breaking. due to somebody.... shhh... so end up most of the sec 4s were wet. lol. then they also played dog and bone but i wasnt there to see them play it. i was in the water all that time. so later me and ian decided to cannonball. and we did. it was fun. saltwater taste... salty. then they played the number guessing game lol. then dunno why girl guides always nvr kana. then don tio 3 times. and he say he likes getting tossed into the sea. wow. lol. oh ya. my face got splashed by someone :D but i took revenge! lol. then after that all the scouts and guides (well most) went into the sea and got wet and then some retard shouted shark! but was fake la. and i actually felt as if one of my toes was gone. damn. watch too much shark shows and documentaries. lol. then after that took group photo, pack up, bathe, and left the place. reached back zhonghua, debrief, etc etc. then i went home first. quickly bathed and rushed to j8. was wearing the new scarf kenneth got for the sec 4s. then i saw glennis and the other sec 3s walking past me, and they didnt recognise me LOL. not until they were so close that glennis shouted EH? how come your scarf like that? lol. it looks weird, i know. but it also looks nice at the same time. then went for the ri campfire. it was great! i think overall it was the most well planned and creative campfire i've been to. and it was also funny too lol. but the dancing part ._. i too pai seh to like learn the moves. well, most people were anyway. but overall it was a great campfire :D and it was also a great sentosa trip :D

then today. was playing some retarded ping pong game with my oldest sis in my room. then suddenly she spotted a bee. then i rushed to get the newspaper. then the bee flew out of my room, flew up to the ceiling, right there at the corner of the square light, was in fact, a freakingly big bee nest. i was like. holy shit. wtf. imagine. bee nest. IN YOUR HOUSE. wtf. does the friggin light look like a friggin tree to you. so i told my mum. she called the pest control. when they came the person said that it was not a bees nest, it was a WASPS nest. and wasps are more dangerous o.o then he said that it was still a young nest, means that the queen was inside and the larvae are still inside, havent hatch yet. he said that the queen wasp would kill other insects and use dead dry wood to make a nest and lay its eggs inside it while placing the dead insects inside the nest. so when the stupid worker wasps larvae hatch they will eat the dead insects and grow and fly and start multiplying. so that guy took away the nest and placed it in a bag carefully. lol. then he was gone. thats it. i started imagining what the wasp that attracted me to the nest would say. lets name that wasp walter.

walter enters nest

Walter: hey queen, there's two retarded human beings playing some ball game. lol. so er, how are the eggs?

Queen: lol

Walter: so er, how's life?

Queen: fine fine.

guy removes the nest

Queen: u retard u attracted humans to kill us

Walter: lolololololololololololololol happy face


kthxbai.

scouts and more scouts

yesterday went sentosa. then campfire. dun feel like elaborating cause i feel so tired. bye.

dramatic day

what a dramatic day.

started off as any usual unusual day. kelvin spotted a lizard on my bag. it was kinda big. then it scared some of the girls. then end up mr chew had to chase it away. and its tail came out. lol. and i rmb-ed that it was hard to catch a lizard cause if u catch it by its tail u'll end up with only its tail and if u catch it by the limb it'll crawl super fast down ur hand.

then recess there was a cockroach ._. but i didnt really know what happened so LOL.

then after sch got chem ssp. got back our test paper. got my paper when olh called my name. 34/62. i was thinking WTF? as in i expected to get quite good cause i put in a lot of effort. then its like your heart wrenches and that cold sinking feeling takes over you. thats how i felt. then suddenly jasmine tapped my shoulder and said that was the wrong paper i was holding. i looked at the name. JOEL TAN. LOL LOL LOL. then suddenly i became more nervous cause i didnt know my marks yet. then i switched papers with joel. 49/62. my actual marks. WOOHOO. i felt like screaming out loud in happiness :D

dunno how am i gonna settle the cip thing. cause i must send by this sat 12pm. and where am i this sat at 12pm? sentosa. means must send by friday. i must send the proposal to the cip person. somemore i was told to call them. wtf. why cant ang call himself but nvm... cause the cip person flying off to hongkong after this sat so i must send her the proposal by this sat as she's returning on the 23rd of feb and the cip thing is on 27th feb. somemore one the of the days before the actual cip must go there rackey see what equipment we must use. must cook some dish with the children there and lo hei with them cause chinese new year mah. somemore on 27th feb got FLAG DAY. means ONE whole DAY of CIP. kill me. so busy nowadays i feel like a friggin retard. planning to arrange a small meeting next week with my patrol's sec 3s to revise with them advance knots and standard knots and maybe go through other stuff so that at least their standard can maintain a bit.

and there are some people in this world that should know that they look like a bunch of retards to me. congratulations.